Your most profound will

Life is extraordinary, it throws you back and forth between the lines of expectation and deception... I hope you have your head gear on for the lows and your heart guarded for the highs because the reality of it all is that no matter what we believe to be, we are purely the sum of all the moment of our lives and nothing else, you realize now that you expected much more out of yourself and someone is telling you what your life is from the outside looking into a snow globe figment of their imagination.

It is what you have made it and to everyone else it is what they have decided it to be... one weighs well, much heavier than the other and one is a common misconception made by many.

It is very easy to convince yourself of something in your head, make everything add up and make sense of all the outcomes of your actions yet in reality none of it lines up at all. Humans... human nature is a terrible weakness and short coming... human nature eliminates all useful methodologies of living such as logic, sense, judgment, analysis... Humans are not subject to these terms and because we never will be, life will continue to throw us upside down and leave us out on the hunt for answers. Which avenue will we take?

When life fills up with decisions, over flows with eagerness for change, take charge.

Don’t lose grasp of the things that matter to you, without that one foot on the ground your tethers are cut. Remember next time, it only takes one negative comment to lose sight of a dream. It's like that moment, that moment that the world has decided to shake right underneath of your feet and even gravity has betrayed you. That moment of betrayal.

Yet everyone deserves that moment... it may seem like a curse at first, a failure in a sense, but it's the shake up that brings you back to a clearer sense of understanding, a sense of simple living.

You know the feeling when you're in too deep and willing to admit most great things take an ample amount of time and work. Invest your love into something worthwhile. Where will you chose to invest your love? Nothing in life will be more real than that choice.

I want to tell you how much has changed. My life is my own and no one else's...  I am in here, and no one else is. There is a parade of rejoice to be had for this simple life and it tastes so sweet.